Ahhhhhh

I’m listening to the Postal Service.  Some okayish shit.  A bit too techno. 

I drove to the store to buy cigarettes.  I always get the urge to pick up people and give them rides to wherever they’re going.  Maybe it’s because I hate walking.  I’ve gotten rides that way a few times.  The first time I was walking home drunk from my buddy’s place when I was about 17.  It was winter at the time and about an hour and a half walk but I was up for it.  Some white car pulled up and I got a bit freaked.  I thought that I was gonna get robbed by a bunch of gangsters.  But it was just one dude and he asked if I needed a ride home and I said sure.  It was cool.  Dropped me off right at my door too!

I got an 89 on my Java midterm.  It wasn’t the 95 that I was hoping for but it’s still decent.  Now I have to wait for Tony Haworth to hurry up and mark my C++ project that I handed in.  It’s not due until the 18th, though which is when he’ll start marking so I have a while to wait.

I’ve done three loads of laundry today (I believe that the washer was $900, Evey).  My sheets are currently being tumble dried.  I’ve had to restart it three times.  I hate washing sheets for that reason.  They take so fucking long to dry.

If you want to see a movie with a fucked up ending, watch The Mist.  It was actually sort of depressing.  Good film, as is indicated by any sort of emotional reaction.

I keep thinking and searching for some essential truth.  Some fact or phrase or idea or saying that will cause everything make sense.  If anything bad happens I can just recite the phrase or understand the concept and realise that everything’s cool, that it all happens for some reason.  I guess that Zen Buddhism could hold the key.  I suppose that I’ll just keep reading that book.  That one prayer helps things.  I say it daily.

I am of the nature to grow old.  There is no way to escape growing old.
I am of the nature to have ill-health.  There is no way to escape having ill-health.
I am of the nature to die.  There is no way to escape death..
Everyone I love and hold dear is of the nature to change.  There is no way to escape being separated from them.

My actions are my only true belongings.
There is no way to escape the consequences of my actions.
They are the ground on which I stand.

Deep shit, yo.

I’z out.

Zomg.  I forgot.  I picked up my camera yesterday!  That’s how I took the washer pictures.  I was tres pleased.

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