Restless and bored.
Bored and restless.
My eyes hurt too. Wtf is with that? Maybe I need glasses. I gotta ask my doc. They hurt constantly. It’s this aching at the front of them. Or maybe it’s the back. A headache in my forehead generally accompanies the pain. Ughhh. I can’t concentrate when they hurt like this. FUCK LIFE.
At least it’s nice and sunny out.
I also think that maybe my parents didn’t bestow enough attention on me as a child. I pretty much beg for it. Or at least from one person. Most everyone else I couldn’t care less about. It’s like when they’re not focused on me, it just pisses me off. I feel like waving my hands in front of their face and screaming "LOOK AT ME." Maybe I’m just insecure. Charlie Manson once said, "I don’t need attention. Insecure people need attention." Could be it. I’m looking for some sort of validation.
Who the hell knowssssss?
And why is Ubuntu so fucking hard to erase from your computer? I know the devs probably hate Windows but it doesn’t change the fact that it’s hella inconvenient for 90% of computer users when they don’t include some easy uninstall thing. It should be a Windows program that deletes GRUB and formats the Ubuntu drive. Or even just replaces the boot loader and the user can manually format the drive. Fuck you, Ubuntu devs!
Btw, word of the day:
chagrin: acute vexation or embarrassment.
ex. Much to his chagrin, Aura took another 5 AP courses, leaving no time for anything else.
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March 16, 2008 at 12:32 pm
Laurie
Self psycho-analysis is never productive.
I hope you feel better soon :)