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[Verse 1]

Christ I lack passion or it may be relaxing
With substance abuse and disease looking for action
Flight is going down, I’m a passenger not the captain
A fraction of US marines, just went…
Souls hurting together, I’m one identity packing
Picked an ideology and was trapped in
Was sewn into the fabric of distraction
No different than a cow in the contraption
A hundred k today, just went

[Chorus]

This is a memento, flying, drying that PETROL
Metro-Politans, line up get your espresso
Let’s go, open your head up and let THIS echo, “echo”
Taping my head up before it explodes
Drip drying, trying to get by on my cash
Death is in a mic I mean I’ll probably not last
My impression is set, no telling where you end though
If I write that note there’ll be no x-o’s, x-o’s

[Verse 2]

Your baby lady is maybe radioactive
Passively aggressive would be more attractive
You stay alive if you can afford to practice
If you live in the city getting bombed, you get..
I bet a vest
The guy that died is a vet
The guy alive is in debt
The cyanide is a net
Entire lives are in shit
We should all go see a flick
And be obsessed with the elite while the homeless eat

[Chorus]

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[Verse 1]

She’s in love with the dark, escapes with art
Where do you start when you can’t stop him from writing in your chart?
Exchange for a fist hard, she would get a gift card
In a hospital gown looking down for a discharge
She’s so sweet, she’ll kill you in a heartbeat
Just to taste your tongue until she starts to eat
Your head in her hands calmly, she’ll eat you probably
Be a good idea to flee from a zombie

[Chorus]

And you know it’s all inside your head
Can’t change your mind, a lie is what you meant
Can’t take your words back, they’ve all been said
Won’t bring you back to life when you’re this dead

And you know it’s not inside your head
Can’t change your mind, a lie is what you meant
Can’t take your words back, they’ve all been said

[Verse 2]

She’s so awkward, she’s awesome, an orchid in her hair
She stares off like there’s something there
She’s not even alive, I’m a fish she happened to hook
Worm in her vein holding my hand dragging her foot
Look mommy, boyfriend is a little scarier
Cause I chose to stick around and not bury her
Needle in your arm to preserve you like the world deserves you
Apparently so much the worms do

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

I should let you go, I already miss you
Felt your arm and held the rotting tissue
Get a feeling for your frailty, it’s alive in you
Sitting shotgun, axe murderer driving you
Ran off with a piece of me, a piece of meat that was aching
Weak, was just sitting in my chest making beats
I know I found it wrong but thought I lost it right
A trail of blood, my love ran off in the night

[Chorus]

*Reversed* I live noble like Daryl Palumbo

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[Verse 1]

Hands under his little armpits holding him up
Squeezing him tight unaware of what’s growing in his guts
Two feet tall, he can run and fall in his diaper
Hitting himself in the head with his father’s lighter
Watching in disgust, it cries, he tries to ignore it
What nature had intended for now would ruin his courtship
The girl has a kid, the girl won’t abort it
This empty vessel adoring, you filled it with pure shit
Mostly from resentment or perhaps he was neglected
Now has the fever in his arms and they were black and infected
When they spoke, they told him leave the girl and kid for dead
So he picked him up with one hand, held him up and said

[Chorus]

That you were not supposed to be inside her
Listen now you have a life and a brain
No wait, you had two strokes, you were going to die sir
Now would you kindly move out of our way?
Beat kids, beat kids, we keep shoveling sheep shit
Line us up, we don’t believe it
But while we sleep they count sheep

[Verse 2]

Don’t know how she made it but she’s amazed that she did
Come fifteen years with no help, she had raised a kid
A couple marriages later this is the last one
The wedding band on his hand balled up and he blasts his son
Doesn’t wanna know where all his bruises are from
She takes her husband’s side and this just confuses him
Tragic, the magic of fertility, the ability to have another child
While one rots in a facility
Desperate to be happy but something stalled her heart
Unable to see a future with him and it falls apart
She sleeps on the couch, she puts food in her mouth
Loses her girlish figure, he figures this is his way out
She packs up and leaves with her daughters, in need of help
Violent streak, he’s so abusive, just knows that there’s someone else
Returns to get some things, he throws her to bed, she starts to brace
Smacks her, hold her down and has his way

[Chorus]

And as he forces himself inside her
Her eyes dart around with pain
He says, “You can talk but no one listens to liars.”
But you will surely get yours one day
Beat kids, beat kids, we keep funneling sheep shit
Line us up, we don’t believe it
But when we sleep they beat kids
Beat kids, we keep shoveling sheep shit
Line us up, we don’t believe it
But when we sleep they beat kids
Beat kids, we keep shoveling sheep shit
Line us up, we don’t believe it
But when we sleep they count sheep

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[Verse 1]

Same movie, different actress, quite the theatrics
Yell out, “Cut!” when I’m tired of flinging matches
When no explosion happens, passion passes your gut fast
And you wake up with a girl in a Robitussin mustache
I start to feel like a stalker, the curves of her drive by
And my nerves is too shot to talk to her
I don’t know how to convey it or make you see art
With no control of when our souls are gonna depart

[Chorus]

I wanna lay in your stain like a dog
And wear your scent like a shitty gold chain
I wanna lay in your vein like blood
And play you out like a shitty gold chain
I wanna stay in your brain because you’re sane
And that’s enough for me to complain
I wanna cave into pain but it’s too late
Just trying to feel good is a strain

I won’t be mean to you, I won’t be seen with you
I have to talk to you, I wanna walk with you
I have no lights here, I wanna fight with you
I wanna be with you

[Verse 2]

I won’t let you go if you hate me, just don’t amputate me
I won’t try to kill myself today as long as you save me
These drugs are for babies, I’ll manipulate you crazy
Just to get you to crave me
Oxygen navigates through the bloody slice to coagulate it
When a young girl in a tub opened her wrist and traded her life
Her makeup was nice, her letter bold and lead
Folded up under a candle, when opened read

[Chorus]

I wanna lay in your stain like a dog
And wear your scent like a shitty gold chain
I wanna lay in your vein like blood
And play you out like a shitty gold chain
I wanna stay in your brain because you’re sane
And that’s enough for me to complain
I wanna cave into pain but it’s too late
Just trying to feel good is a strain

I won’t be mean to you, I won’t be seen with you
I have to talk to you, already stalking you
I have no right to you, I wanna fight with you
I wanna be in you

[Verse 3]

DNA make up the break up, make up with takeout
Doggy bags from the steakhouse
True, a bloody nose will ruin the make out session
She breaks out walking on me, can pull the left-over steaks out
My whole life is a blur
Why is it no matter how many faces switch places it’s still her?
I wish I wasn’t attracted but the mind attaches
Snuck in her parents’ house, stole her old mattress

[Chorus]

So I can lay in your stain like a dog
And wear your scent like a shitty gold chain
I wanna lay in your vein like blood
And play you out like a shitty gold chain
I wanna stay in your brain because you’re sane
And that’s enough for me to complain
I wanna cave into pain but it’s too late
Just trying to feel good is a strain

I won’t be mean to you, I won’t be seen with you
I have to talk to you, already stalking you
I have no right to you, I wanna fight with you
I wanna be in you

Popularity: 25% [?]

[Verse 1]

Feels like I’m walking the same road but you changed clothes
And cleaned yourself with each time you’re near, my head explodes
What lit the way was the light in my head
Now my batteries are dying, I’m almost dead
I try to take in what friends say but nothing helps
Why’s this monster trying to turn me into something else?
I sit around and wait, I guess we’ll find out
As beautiful as this hole is, I need to climb out

[Chorus]

Cause you know that you mean so much to me
Even though you don’t give a fuck about me
And I saw it coming but I did nothing
Cause you know I don’t give a fuck about me

[Verse 2]

I’d like to switch but I can’t change like I rearranged
The furniture in my head now I’m just sitting strange
Everything is so distant, including the pain
I’d like to make it all go away but it’s too ingrained
I’m trying to stay afloat, picture a different end
But I can’t see the shoreline or which way to swim
Reopen the scab in my head that never healed right
I can say I’m happy, just don’t know what it feels like

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

I’d like to say I can deal, will I escape duress?
When I can’t explain the scars on my arms and chest
She the abyss, I pucker up and give her a kiss
She holds me close and puts cigarettes out on my wrists
I’m just a bum-out who’s run out of lies truthfully
I guess there’s nothing that you or I could do for me
I got a list of prescriptions I should stay off
I guess my overdose either did the trick or was way off

[Chorus x 2]

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[Verse 1]

I enter the building through the side door, not like an eyesore
Lined up then slaughtered, nothing to die for
Slide past the bar, get through the alcoholics
No gold chain, it’s a dookie rope made of garlic
Bloodsuckers looking at me stuck with mice
I got the blood of Christ on a cup of ice
She took my eyes and she put em on her somehow
Now I understand why she gets up after sundown

[Chorus]

Look at what you did, you don’t even see what you did
Won’t even look at yourself cause you think everyone is
A reflection of a vampire
Sleep like a vampire
Creep like a vampire
Speak like a vampire

Look at what you did, you don’t even see what you did
Won’t even look at yourself cause you think everyone is
A reflection of a vampire
Sleep like a vampire
Creep like a vampire
Freak, you are a vampire

[Verse 2]

Soul’s already black and burnt to a crisp but they wear it right
So much in fact that my lips smack with a parasite
Tongues touch, feels like a gun bust
Hit you in the stomach now you’re feelin what love does
But when your lung’s crushed
Cause you’ve been lied to and humiliated
Facilitated, manipulated, it’s so indicative
Of a weaker psyche might be, they feed nightly
Whoopee, two holes in my neck cause you like me? Bite me

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

Creature of elusiveness, nightlife exclusive fix
Tourniquets of velvet ropes, my four-finger crucifix
I’m pale with a sa-tan from Hell, groomed well
She tried to lift the CC pin from my lapel
Her fingernails longer than her dress is
She bit into my neck, snapped my necklace
And sunk her teeth into breakfast
She licked her lips and said, “I had a really fun night.”
Before she jumped in a cab she said, “Get home before sunlight.”

[Chorus (Second Part)]

Popularity: 32% [?]

[Verse 1]

She grabbed me by the hand and she started to dance, man
I said, “Oh this is great, now I look like a transplant.”
She put my hands on her hips and started to squish me
I felt her ass, it was exactly where it should be (Yeahhh)
My drink was in the air, I’m not really sure what it was
Or why it was in the air, I guess it was because
I was with you, I’m just so depressed, forget it
Alright already, I got it, you wanna dance, I get it

[Chorus x 2]

I dance with you just because you dance with me
I just want you to see that there’s more to
Being in a club and getting drunk with one of us throwing up
And waking up like we’re in love

[Verse 2]

I’m such a misfit in social situations, I hate it
Depression medicated yet you’re insecure and naked
I’m trying to loosen up, you’re dying to read my sullen eyes
This intellectual black hole reeks of cologne and lies
This song is making me sick, I tell myself it’s fine
But the DJ replayed the beginning for the sixth time
I hope somebody pulls a gun out and sucks all the fun out
And levels the playing field for Captain Bum-out, bum-out

[Chorus x 2]

Popularity: 22% [?]

My name is Chris Palko and I’m a former patient of Stony Lodge Hospital.

[Verse 1]

You dropped me off and left me here then started your vacation
Away from me with your new family, I got no invitation
If you don’t think he’s abusive it’s because he’s in your ear
If I don’t see things your way then I’m not thinking clear?
I was just in your house going to school looking for validation
Pissed you off now I’m in the hospital eating medication
And if I tell em I don’t want to take em that I’m still myself
But the drugs they’re making me take are making me want to kill myself
And if I try and refuse meds then they force it in me
Everything they write in my chart is a plot to bring me

[Chorus]

Down, why you gotta tie me down?
And kick me while I’m on the ground
There’s nothing you can take from me now
Cause all I have has been thrown out
So why you gotta tie me down?
Was only trying to figure it out
I’d like to get up but I’m tied down

[Verse 2]

When you wake up drugged it’s tough to get your thoughts sorted
And you realise you’re tied down about to be drawn and quartered
But there’s no horses about to rip you limb from limb
But the tranquilizer in your blood is what they give to them
And after thirteen hours of being tied to a bed
You’re to shuffle the hallways, fuck off, and die in your head
I thought when I made it out I’d be carried and celebrated
Thought of who I was when I went in, got out, he didn’t make it out
Who would think every stupid thought that you contemplated
Would convolute what was constituted as complicated.
Permanently faded, necessary that they calm you
Arrive and drag yourself around for days relay the zombie life
I saw a light desperately trying to move near it
But I’m plagued with thoughts, as soon as I leave I hope they tear it

[Chorus x 2]

When I get there, let me in.

Popularity: 15% [?]